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Friday, May 23, 2014

THE LIGHT THAT FAILED WEP entry




 
An excerpt from DEATH IN THE HOUSE OF LIFE --
 
Ada Byron, Lady Lovelace, has just warned Sam McCord that he cannot appear on the streets of Cairo in broad daylight
 
after having broken Oscar Wilde out of prison without dire consequences ...


I turned and followed Ada's gaze.  I shook my Stetsoned head.  A whole squad of British infantry were stepping lively towards us.  I frowned. 
 
They were herding a small group of children in front of them.  I stiffened.  I recognized the young 2nd lieutenant.  Winston Churchill. 
 
I had used my influence with Queen Victoria to get him assigned to the 21st Lancers when Kitchener had refused even the Prime Minister’s request on his behalf.  I sighed.  What was Sammy always saying?  No good deed went unpunished.
 
“What are they doing with the children, Samuel?”
 
I went cold inside as I realized why.  “Every man has his weakness, Ada.  I reckon they’re for leverage.  I surrender, or they die.”
 
Ada’s pendant glowed.  “This is intolerable!  I will not allow the slaughter of children."
 
 
"Nor will I -- which is what they are counting on."
Churchill looked a plea at me.  “Captain McCord, you understand about orders.  I do not like my orders but I must follow them.”
 
I said low, “Would you really kill those children if I do not surrender?”
 
He sucked in a ragged breath.  “And if you do not surrender your weapons and wear these hobbles and cuffs.”
 
I bent, picked up the heavy cuffs, and snapped them on my wrists.  I rose slow and stiff.  Damn, that right knee would never heal right I guess. 
 
Ada took the moment’s distraction to hurry the children off into the milling crowds.  She spoke hurriedly to the Egyptian men and women. 


She knew a half dozen of the local dialects.  The crowd turned angry eyes to the soldiers.
 
An old man in a green turban edged from out of the crowd.  The color designated him as a descendant of the Prophet.  He called out to me.
 
“McCord Pasha, you are hated by many here, but this tale will be told and re-told: how you surrendered to dogs to save our children.”
 
I nodded.  “In my way, I am a man of the Book.”
 
“Go with Allah, McCord Pasha.”
 
I figured that for my sins Allah or the Great Mystery was pretty much done with me, but it was a good thought.  Churchill gently nudged me towards where the Consul General wanted to sneer at me before my execution. 
 
 I shook my Stetsoned head.  No smart man ever taunted a caged wolf.  But Lord Cromer had never been accused of brilliance.
 
 
It came to me then that I could do something worthwhile with the energy I had leeched from that Ningyo torturer of small girls.  I smiled sadly.  Something decent and good would come from all their anguish and pain. 
 
I smiled crooked.  “I’m about to create a new legend, Churchill.  See that blind beggar to our right?”
 
He nodded, and I whispered, “Watch his cataracts closely.”
 
Being married to the Empress of the Ningyo race had changed me.  Before Meilori and I married, the blood of the Angel of Death had mingled with mine. 


And before that, Elu, the greatest of the Apache Diyi, had taught me and mingled his own blood with mine in the blood brother ceremony. 
 
 
His mother was the essence of the world herself.  To say I was different from Man after all that would be an understatement.
 
I whispered to myself, “Everybody is a book of blood.  Wherever we're opened, we're red.”
 
Ningyo’s were masters of all things fluid or moist.  As mate to their Empress, I could influence fluids and moist material … like cataracts. 
 
 
A cataract was a clouding of the lens inside the eye which led to a decrease in vision. It was the most common cause of blindness.


Visual loss occurred because opacification of the lens obstructed light from passing and being focused on to the retina at the back of the eye.
 
It was most commonly due to growing older but there are a wide variety of other causes. Over time, yellow-brown pigment was deposited within the lens and this, together with disruption of the normal architecture of the lens fibers, led to reduced transmission of light, which in turn led to blindness.
 
“What I am about to do will hurt, Lieutenant.”
 
“The beggar?”
 
“No, me.  So if I stumble, don’t shoot me. That will set off this mob for sure.”
 
I still had the energy I had leeched from that Ningyo assassin within me so it might not hurt all that much.  Yeah, right.  I could hope.
 
As we approached the beggar, I slowed and drew upon my changed nature and added soul-energy.  I paused by the old man sitting by a stall selling flutes.  I called up the power, the Orenda, as Elu called it. 
 
 
I smiled drily.  The pain was terrible.  So much for hope. 
 
 
I weaved my fingers in the patterns I saw Meilori using.  And slowly, oh, so slowly, the cataracts broke up, thinned, and then disappeared. 
 
 
The beggar stiffened, and with clear eyes once more, he looked open-mouthed at me.  Somewhere in the past our paths had crossed, for he took one look at me and gasped, reaching for his healed eyes.
 
“McCord Pasha!  You have healed me.  Allah be praised!  He has used an infidel to heal me!”
 
“You’re welcome,” I drawled drily.
 
As the surprised crowd milled around him exclaiming and shouting, Churchill quickly hurried me past the surging people. The soldiers looked at me strangely, holding their rifles tighter than ever.  They were a bit green about the gills. 
 
 
Their eyes were round, terrified.  What they had witnessed was impossible, done by a prisoner they thought helpless.  Now, it was coming to them what else was I capable of.
 
Churchill rasped, “I – I have no words.  I have never seen such a thing.”
 
“You haven’t seen anything yet.”
 
As Churchill marched me through the milling crowds down the dusty streets, I straightened out arthritic-swollen fingers and knees.  I added life to the pallid blood of little children. 
 
 
I smoothed out pain-creased faces by touching the swollen organs inside feverish bodies.  I lent of my strength to hungry old women and saw surcease of their starving cramps. 
 
 
Chants of “McCord Pasha!  McCord Pasha!” followed us.  I pretty much had drained myself dry of the leeched energy.
 
By the time Churchill led me weaving and stumbling to the consulate, we had drawn a crowd ten times bigger than before.  The soldiers looked at me with fear, bordering on panic.  Churchill wasn’t exactly happy either.  He muttered to me.
 
“What are you, McCord?  Now, the mob wants our blood for holding you prisoner and away from them for more healing.”
 
I shook my head.  “I’m a dry well, there, lieutenant.  Better get me inside before I collapse, and they think you knocked me down.”
 
He shoved me hurriedly inside.  I leaned up against the wall, sliding down it onto my butt.  I drew in a ragged breath.
 
“Let me rest awhile, Churchill.”
 
He shook his head sadly, “Sorry, Captain, but they are making such a horrendous commotion that Lord Cromer will know you are here.  I have to bring you in now.”
 
I nodded.  “This should be fun.”

THE LIGHT THAT FAILED WEP entry



It is July 3rd in the year of our Lord, 1826.

And I am dying.

The question is "Do I wish to be re-born?"

At my bedroom door, the young man, wide-brimmed hat in gloved hands, has the answer.

But I fear I already know it.

The young man is a conundrum.

He looks at me with the eyes of a sad poet.


Yet, he is a walking arsenal: two shoulder-harnesses of pistols, another pistol on his hip, still another in a strange stomach rigging.

"Come in, Sergeant McCord," I speak in a once strong voice now grown frail.

"An honor, President Adams."

"Former President, young man."

He flashes a smile much like a wolf's. "Like with Texas Rangers, sir, once a president, always a president."

He sits down in the plush leather chair close to my bedside, and I frown. "Odd. Your face is perhaps 25. Yet your hair is moon-white."

His lean face goes somber. "There was a time when my hair was darker, my heart lighter."

My voice thickens. "As with myself, McCord. As with myself."

I pat his arm and frown again at how my hand shakes. "I met your father at my Alma Mater. He was a great patriot."

McCord nods sadly. "Father said history bleeds on every page because of patriots. But he liked teaching at Harvard, and he liked you."

"And my wife?"

The light dies in his eyes. "He thought of her as a wise and good friend ... once."

"Before she became a ...."

I find it difficult to say the word, "... revenant."

"Yes, sir."

"I need to ask a favor of you, young man."

His lips shape an uneasy smile. "I'm not going to kill Mr. Jefferson for you, sir, if that's the question."

I slap his arm at his rough jest. "Time will soon have her way with us both I'm afraid."

I tap his buckskin-covered knee. "No. I need to ask you ... w-what do you think of revenants."

McCord sucks in his upper lip, then says low, "Mighty broad question, sir. Might as well ask me what I think of humanity."

"Then, you believe revenants are no longer human?"

He rubs his face with a hand strangely gloved in this heat. "With each passing year, they lose more and more of their humanity, sir, until they forget what it means to be human."

He leans forward. "Surely, sir, you have noticed that in your ... wife."

I clutch his arm feebly. "Yes. Yes, I have."

I close my eyes. "And now, she demands I allow her to ... to ...."

I find I cannot put it into words, and McCord just pats my hand. "You would gain immortal youth at the cost of your humanity, sir."

I look at this strange man with the saddest eyes I have ever seen in a youth. "I know you are aware she rules a confederacy of shadow states all across this country."

I manage to make my lips speak the words. "Abigail says that together, we could do much good for this country."

His face twitches, then he speaks softly. "On a cattle ranch, the ranchers live mighty fine. The same cannot be said for the cattle."

I nod gravely and sigh, "I had come to a similar thought, McCord."

The decision I always knew I would make settles firm within my heart. "I -- I will refuse. Abigail will take this badly."

McCord smiles as if it were a wound. "Even so, sir, you have made a hard but wise decision."

"And in doing so, I have doomed you."

"How so?"

My mind fills with mocking echoes of shared laughter with Abigail, and I sigh, "She knows of this meeting. Once there was a wellspring of forgiveness in Abigail's heart ...."

I could not meet McCord's eyes. "Now, she will believe, despite my protests, that it was you that has robbed her of my being at her side. She will not rest until her revenge is complete against you, sir."

McCord smiles sadly. "That's all right, Mr. President. It'll mean one less monster in this sorry old world."

My blood chills, for I see he wants to die. No. I will not be the cause of the death of my friend's son. But how can I save him from the grave, from himself?

I look up at the portrait of my wife when she was still my Abigail. A plan comes to me. I whisper to McCord.

"When you think 'beautiful but diseased,' what city comes to mind, McCord? Quick. No moment for reflection. What city?"

He laughs like a wolf. "Don't need any time to reflect, sir. New Orleans is the prettiest city with the blackest heart I've ever seen."

"Then, New Orleans is the city I, as former President, charge you to save from the revenants."

"What?"

"I cannot ask you the impossible task of saving my nation from the evil that has consumed my wife. But one city, McCord, one city. Pledge to save it from the curse of the revenants, and I will die at peace."

"But, sir, I took an oath to Texas."

"Do not speak to me of oaths, young man. I, Jefferson, Washington, even your father bled for this nation. If not for me, save New Orleans for them ... for your father."

I was fighting unfairly I knew. But my friend, his father, would have me do no less to save his son from self-destruction.

McCord runs gloved fingers through his silver hair and sighs, "All right, Mr. President. You have my word."

His poet eyes flick to the portrait of my wife, and he murmurs, "Beautiful but diseased is it?"

He turns to me. "Another pledge, sir. Strange as it sounds, sometimes enemies become as close as lovers. If I can, I will save your Abigail, too."

"You are a romantic, McCord. It will be the death of you."

"Something will. Might as well be that."

When he leaves, and the shadows of the night and death grow closer and closer, it is his second pledge that comforts me.



WHO'S SMARTER? THE SELFISH OR THE KIND?




Despite what "smart" money would bet on, 
evolution does not reward selfish people.  

Cooperative behavior is the key to the survival for many forms of life, from single-cell organisms to people

 Language used in modern books reveals how society has become more materialistic and selfish in the past 200 years, according to a new study.


Researchers found an increase in the use of words like “choose” and “get” in the past two centuries while words like “obliged” and “give” decreased. 

There was also an indication that people in modern society are more in touch with their emotions than they once were –

the use of “feel” increased while “act” decreased. 

The psychologists behind the study claim the shifts in language indicate how US and British society has grown more selfish as it has grown wealthier and more urban. 


What do you make of all this?


A study based on 40 years of past research came out last year:

 Jean Twenge, the study's lead author, a psy­chol­o­gist at San Die­go State Uni­vers­ity  and au­thor of the book Genera­t­ion Me. wrote:

“These da­ta show that re­cent genera­t­ions are less likely to em­brace com­mun­ity mind­ed­ness and are fo­cus­ing more on mon­ey, im­age and fame.” 

In 1992, a young CEO named Kurt Herwald apparently gave away half a million dollars of his company’s money. 

His company, Stevens Aviation, had been advertising with the slogan “Plane Smart.” 

Unaware that Stevens had a copyright on the slogan, Southwest Airlines launched an advertising campaign with the tag line “Just Plane Smart.”

 Southwest’s campaign wasn’t really hurting Stevens.

  Herwald ended up handing the slogan over to Southwest, asking for nothing in return. Was this a wise decision?

 Most people say no; a smart person wouldn’t give the slogan away. After all, smart people are shrewd, calculating, and logical—not helpful, caring, and compassionate.

Are you most people?  Am I?

Some studies have shown when our decisions are governed by emotion and instinct, we act generously.

 When we have time to rationally analyze the options, we become more selfish. 

At first glance, this seems to suggest that smart people are more likely to take than give.


Other studies indicate that smarter people give more.


 First, the more intelligent you are, the more you excel at analyzing other people’s interests.

 People with higher cognitive ability are better able to understand the needs of distant others. 

 Second, the smarter you are, the more you reject zero-sum, win-lose thinking. 


Take Herwald's decision.


 Herwald did some homework on Herb Kelleher, the colorful cofounder and then-CEO of Southwest Airlines.

  Learning that Kelleher had a reputation for being a ham, Herwald pitched an unconventional idea: 

instead of going to court, they should hold an arm wrestling contest. 

The victor would earn the rights to the slogan, and select a charity to which the loser would donate $5,000.


And so was born the arm-wrestling match, 
MALICE IN DALLAS.


 As Herwald anticipated, Kelleher pulled out all the stops, strutting like a professional wrestler, smoking a cigar, and carrying Wild Turkey bourbon.


The two companies donated the $15,000 proceeds to charity, and according to Southwest’s PR manager, the publicity generated by the event was worth $6 million.



 Being smart doesn’t mean being the Tin Man, any more than being caring means lacking a brain like the Scarecrow.


 But what if you are stuck with interacting with a selfish person?


 1. Understand where they are coming from:


  Undestanding doesn’t mean letting someone off the hook --

But if you can get behind the behavior and discover what’s motivating it, you'll have a better chance of responding in a way that might make it less powerful. 

 Young children, of course, are supposed to be selfish (this is different from entitled). 

Part of the work of bringing up children to live in a social world is

 helping them begin to understand that other people have feelings and needs that need to be respected.


 2. Don’t take it personally.


Dysfunctional behavior stems from the dysfunctional person not you.  

Easy to say but hard to do.  The dysfunctional person will end up making for him or herself a dysfunctional world.  Stay in it as short a time as possible.


 3. Don’t assume


 One really useful way to deal with someone’s cruel or selfish remarks is to ask them what they mean—in a quiet and thoughtful voice.

If there is merit in them, adjust your actions.  If not, then calmly state you see it another way, and do what you deem is most kind to all involved.


 4. Remember that no amount of anger on your part will keep the rain from being wet.


After several interactions with a person, you get a sense of who they are.  Iron will never be steel.  So if it rusts and you get mad, whose fault is it?

Shaking your fist at the rain will not keep you dry, but using an umbrella or staying out of it will.

So?

Do you think people are more selfish and self-absorbed today than in past decades? 

Wednesday, May 21, 2014

DISCONNECTED




We are creating and encouraging a culture of distraction

where we are increasingly disconnected from the people and events around us

and increasingly unable to engage in long-form thinking.

People now feel anxious when their brains are unstimulated.

We are losing some very important things by doing this.

We threaten the key ingredients behind creativity and insight by filling up all our “gap” time with stimulation.

And we inhibit real human connection when we prioritize our phones over the people right in front of us.


Are we losing our humanity?
In the pre-smartphone era we accessed the internet roughly five times per day, in longer chunks. Today, with smartphones, we’re accessing it 27 times a day.
The effect of all of this is that we’re increasingly distracted. Less and less able to pay attention to anything for what used to be reasonable length of times.

Numerous brain imaging studies have shown that what we call “multi-tasking” in humans, is not multi-tasking at all.

Your brain is merely trying to rapidly switch it’s attention between two tasks. Back and forth, as quickly as it can.

It’s shown not only that we’re dumber when we do this (an average of 10 IQ points dumber – that’s the same as pulling an all-nighter.),

but that we’re also 40% less efficient at whatever it is we’re doing.


We prefer to climb inside our devices than to live out in the world.
We screen our calls. We send 10 texts rather than make a one-minute phone call.
We don’t reply to emails. We cross to the other side of the street.
We stare at our phone in the elevator. We avoid making eye contact. We pray we’ll get their voicemail.
We hold the door-close button when we see them coming.

"Each step ‘forward’ has made it easier, just a little,

to avoid the emotional work of being present,

to convey information rather than humanity.”
~ Jonathan Safran Foer, How Not to Be Alone



R U friends 4 real?
Can "OMG—ROTFL" ("Oh my God! I'm rolling on the floor laughing!")
via text really convey the same amusement as hearing the giggles of a best friend?
                                                                                                                                
New research suggests that we have never been lonelier (or more narcissistic)—
and that this loneliness is making us mentally and physically ill.
We meet fewer people. We gather less. And when we gather, our bonds are less meaningful and less easy.
The decrease in confidants—that is, in quality social connections—has been dramatic over the past 25 years.
In one survey, the mean size of networks of personal confidants decreased from 2.94 people in 1985 to 2.08 in 2004.
By 2004, 25 percent had nobody to talk to, and 20 percent had only one confidant.
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
ARE WE DISCONNECTED FROM ONE ANOTHER?  FROM OURSELVES?

Tuesday, May 20, 2014

A WIND TO FILL MY SAIL

I was looking at my Amazon Page when I noticed a new review for HER BONES ARE IN THE BADLANDS:

http://www.amazon.com/HER-BONES-BADLANDS-Roland-Yeomans-ebook/dp/B00FPFOJNO/

 
And I found this:
 
 

5.0 out of 5 stars A beautiful blend of western, horror, and human insight, May 19, 2014


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I don't normally "do" westerns, but this author's voice intrigued me, so I gave it a shot---and I loved it.
 
This wonderful story has plenty of action, but what really grabbed me were the philosophical insights woven into the narrative.
 
I bookmarked far more pages in this novella than I normally do in a whole novel just because the phrasing was so lovely and the sentiment so wise that I want to go back to contemplate further.
 
And yet...I can completely picture this story on the big screen with viewers at the edge of their seats.

The characters are absolutely fantastic with color and personality and so much depth.
 
I see this author has lots of other stories out, and I look forward to checking them out.

 
And right after it was D.G. Hudson's fine review:
 
5.0 out of 5 stars Sand in my Boots and The Badlands, May 14, 2014


 
By D. G. Hudson (Vancouver, BC, CANADA)
 

This review is from:
 
      It's about 'The Industry' in the early days of Hollywood and early western films.
 
The Badlands are dry, barren, windblown rugged, and formerly the home of the Navajo and Lakota tribes, it's known as an unforgiving land.
 
A movie on location sees it's usual expectations shelved when an evil that lurks unseen is called. . .
 
the air is charged with apprehension, all the actors are spooked.
 
Something isn't quite right, but the guy in charge, Durand / McCord, can't determine what.
 
A body is found, attacked by something inhuman. Signs of an old enemy increase the stakes.

An excellent cast for the movie in the book:
 
Tom Mix, Marlene Dietrich, David Niven, Errol Flynn, and others, is balanced by the cast from the world of Sam McCord:
 
Meilori, Elu, Tesla, Wolfe and the Sheriff.
 
Delighted to see his love, Meilori beside him and Elu's surprise appearance, McCord is ready to do what must be done - ever the Texas Ranger.
 
The confrontation with the danger must be met by Sam alone. . . against the entity hiding in the cave. An entity with unknown capabilities.
 
I'd recommend this book to readers who like old movie sets, western tales, or stories of heroes like Sam McCord. 
 
I liked it a lot, I enjoy the McCord stories.
 
 Have you ever stumbled upon good reviews of your books?