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Blood Moon.
I was watching it rise as I waited for the Beaumont blood courier at the Texas gas station we couriers call the "Star Wars Cantina" --
for all the colorful folk who frequent the place. I was actually followed into the men's room once by a woman offering financial romance, as it were.
I was saddened by how her addiction drove her to such desperation. I declined as politely as I could to save what remained of her pride.
I know the blood moon was a trick of the atmosphere bending the light rays. But it was beautiful. As I watched it slowly rise, I saw it change eerily from vanilla creme to stark skull white.
The Lakota believed the full moon's face of shadows belonged to the fearsome Turquoise Woman, for whom you should have respect for she had none for you.
And I thought how we change like this blood moon as we rise from the horizon of our birth.
Our spirits are bent by the atmospheres we send them through : the atmospheres of hope, dashed dreams, courage under pressure, and faith in he whom the Lakota call the Great Mystery.
I sometimes call Him that as well, for what He is up to much of the time is a great mystery to me.
When I was a substance abuse counselor, a client once told me his theory about the anguished history of this haggard world :
God put all the mad souls from the rest of the universe on this asylum called Earth,
where life after life, the souls would have the chance to learn to be wiser, saner -- most stayed insane because it was familiar if not comfortable.
Seeing the scufflings and hustling at the gas station night after night, I thought how my client's theory looks more and more credible.
The daily headlines help there, too. Then, again maybe I was just blood moonstruck.
What did Thomas Wolfe write?
I was watching it rise as I waited for the Beaumont blood courier at the Texas gas station we couriers call the "Star Wars Cantina" --
for all the colorful folk who frequent the place. I was actually followed into the men's room once by a woman offering financial romance, as it were.
I was saddened by how her addiction drove her to such desperation. I declined as politely as I could to save what remained of her pride.
I know the blood moon was a trick of the atmosphere bending the light rays. But it was beautiful. As I watched it slowly rise, I saw it change eerily from vanilla creme to stark skull white.
The Lakota believed the full moon's face of shadows belonged to the fearsome Turquoise Woman, for whom you should have respect for she had none for you.
And I thought how we change like this blood moon as we rise from the horizon of our birth.
Our spirits are bent by the atmospheres we send them through : the atmospheres of hope, dashed dreams, courage under pressure, and faith in he whom the Lakota call the Great Mystery.
I sometimes call Him that as well, for what He is up to much of the time is a great mystery to me.
When I was a substance abuse counselor, a client once told me his theory about the anguished history of this haggard world :
God put all the mad souls from the rest of the universe on this asylum called Earth,
where life after life, the souls would have the chance to learn to be wiser, saner -- most stayed insane because it was familiar if not comfortable.
Seeing the scufflings and hustling at the gas station night after night, I thought how my client's theory looks more and more credible.
The daily headlines help there, too. Then, again maybe I was just blood moonstruck.
What did Thomas Wolfe write?
"We are always acting on what has just finished happening.
It happened at least 1/30th of a second ago. We think we're in the present, but we aren't. The present we know is only a movie of the past. So, then, to every man his chance -
to every man, regardless of his birth, his shining, golden opportunity -
to every man the right to live, to work, to be himself,
and to become whatever thing his soul and his vision can combine to make him."
May the windmills of your mind be a journey of peace and joy the rest of this week.
And here is an ancient but reflective song by Noel Harrison from the equally ancient classic movie THE THOMAS CROWN AFFAIR :
It happened at least 1/30th of a second ago. We think we're in the present, but we aren't. The present we know is only a movie of the past. So, then, to every man his chance -
to every man, regardless of his birth, his shining, golden opportunity -
to every man the right to live, to work, to be himself,
and to become whatever thing his soul and his vision can combine to make him."
May the windmills of your mind be a journey of peace and joy the rest of this week.
And here is an ancient but reflective song by Noel Harrison from the equally ancient classic movie THE THOMAS CROWN AFFAIR :
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Blogger has prompted Hibbs to beckon me to walk off into the sunset, seeking new, fun horizons :
Apparently, revealing a bit of yourself outside of writing is the kiss of death to the latest WRITER'S MARKET cyber-article.
ReplyDeleteI've always walked my own path. I guess we will see. Did I step over the boundaries with this post? Roland
Apparently, this post disappeared to many. Sigh. Perhaps Blogger is asking me to leave? The Great Mystery knows I am tempted. For Laila and others who have tried to comment ... it's not me. It's Blogger. Maybe I will walk off into the sunset. Hibbs is beckoning me to join him to seek out new horizons.
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