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Friday, January 27, 2017


With the Release of the HERO LOST ANTHOLOGY


Some Answers from Renee Cheung

What makes a person a lost soul? 

It’s a deep question. To answer that question, perhaps it is first easier to define the opposite.

To not be lost is to know thyself.

It comes back to the idea of identity. 

We all have a sense of identity, a sense of self, a way to define on a deeper more intrinsic level what we see in the mirror every day. 

That sense of identity is a result over years of formation, from archetypes that we appropriate and anchor ourselves with, to roles we assume, 

be it a developer, a rare blood carrier.

So to become a lost soul then is to in some way, lose that identity. 

You see it all the time in many stories and in fact, 

it is a source of conflict that many excel in telling. 

Sometimes it’s literal - 

characters that have lost their memories, while others never having the knowledge needed to help form an identity 

(for example, not knowing who one’s parents were or where they were from).

However, some other form of lost souls are less literal - 

they thought they were one thing, but really they were another, or their actions contradict their identity.

 Mind you, I don’t believe that at that very moment, they become lost. 

Rather, they become lost souls when they wake up to what is happening and are forced to confront the contradiction.

You weren’t really expecting any less of an analytical answer from a computer scientist cum author, were you?

Well that leads us to the last two questions - 

losing our way and coming back to ourselves. 

I’ve alluded to the answer to the former already. When a person (using the term loosely to not discriminate against any non-human characters) 

acts contradictory to their programming, if you will, they become progressively more and more lost. One action heaps on another and the effect snowballs.

I think about the main antagonist in the last part of Netflix’s version of Luke Cage, Mariah Dillard

In her mind, she is on the side of right, a councilwoman who is trying to do good by her city.

But when circumstances and her own choices push her more and more towards a life of crime, she became crazed, lost. (Is that considered a spoiler?)

And on purpose, I wanted to pick this antagonist instead of a hero because I think there is a difference between “finding our way back” and becoming good. 

Towards the end, Mariah accepted who she was, a woman who would do anything to get her way and shape the city in her own image. 

In other words, she owned up to her actions. 

In the process, she formed and accepted a new identity and I think in that sense, she found her way back to herself. I am very excited to see how that character develops! (Come on Season 2!)

Now returning to the second question about legends!

 Perhaps this is not the best definition in the world, or even a right one but the bard in me has a desire to define a person that becomes a legend by leaving a good story behind. 

It may be a story they wrote or told (is Shakespeare not legendary in his own right?) or perhaps their deeds become that good story. And now take that, exaggerate and blur the details over the testament of time and voila, recipe for a legend!

Following Erika’s post on a Will Smith kick, I think of the movie “I Am Legend.” 

Obvious choice, I know. 

 However, I think about not the movie itself, but the stories that are told after the events of the movie by the descendants of the survivors. 

(I’m allowed to spoil a movie when it’s 10 years old right?). 

I imagine them gathered around some sort of story-telling fire, whispering in soft voices about how Will Smith’s character, Robert Neville, fought to save humanity while living all alone and fighting off the infected mutants. 

(I always thought of them as a cross between vampire and zombies, does that make them zompires?) 

I imagined the telling where the details of the story as well as Robert’s own nobleness, greatly exaggerated. That. Is. Legend.

And now that I have rambled on and on, perhaps I’ll go contemplate a story of a legendary lost villainous soul.

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  1. Thank you for having me over at your blog!

  2. She did indeed embrace her new identity. Although I think she always had it in her.

    1. The darkness took root early and merely hid in the nooks and crannies of her soul. :-(

    2. So very true. I think her whole denial of who she really was in the beginning made her character growth all the more interesting

  3. Some lost souls choose that path for the inherent power, such as Darth Vader. Legends usually have a basis of truth or relate to a historical event. I like exploring legends, especially those in mythology, and history.

    1. Myth always has some root in reality. Legends are intriguing as I wonder just where they began! :-)

  4. Losing your identity is such a hard realization, Renee.
    Thanks for mentioning my story, Roland.

    1. I also mentioned your idea of questioning our MC in my post:

      Olga, did you receive my post with my answers to your character questions?

    2. It's so true Olga. Fortunately I think it is something people can recover from given enough hard work.