CHAPTER
ONE
A JOB OPENING
“Life is like a carnival ride. You can play it safe and ride the
merry-go-round. It's predictable.
But myself, I’ll ride the roller-coaster
every time. All its lights and thrills,
its ups and downs, twists and turns, and rushes and brushes with death.”
- Victor Standish
I
made my way in a rush from the burning mansion.
Mother called me her “precocious poet” what with how I talked and
thought. Seeing how she abandoned me in
that Detroit playground when I was seven, I kind of figure she hates
poetry.
I looked up at the beauty of the
full moon beginning to hide her shy face behind the scarf of that black
cloud. I burned it into my mind for
times when I needed something, anything that breathed of beauty.
How
deeply we love everything that can’t last:
the dazzling fire of a winter dawn,
a crisp, fragrant spring breeze, the fragile flight of butterflies, scarlet and
gold autumn leaves, a kiss … and life.
Mother once said that some lives, conducted with grace, are beautiful
arcs bridging this world to eternity. But
you’ll have to forgive me if I want to stay on this side of that bridge.
I
mean from the day we're born we should all be afraid … but not of dying. No. We
should be afraid of never having lived. I
sighed.
By doing, I learn what to do. By
going, I learn where to go. One day, by dying, I'll learn what it meant to have
lived.
I felt like I've never
had a home, you know? I’d traveled around so much that I felt related to the
country, to all of America really … but to no one in particular. And that made for a loneliness that went down
clean to the bone.
Not that I was blind to
America’s thousand and one faults. She
was an ocean of bones from sea to shining sea in whose depths a million victims
were buried. But her beauty without Man
spoiling it took my breath away.
And sometimes you ran
into heroes unawares:
the single mother working as a waitress into the long
hours of the night, the Vet who ran a gym for troubled kids, or the grandmother
taking care of the children of her uncaring daughter who had broken her heart
but not beyond loving lonely children in need.
But they were few and far
between. Mostly, you ran into predators
who looked at you like you were the Special of the Day. So far I had kept myself uneaten. So far.
I went cold. There were slitherings behind me in the
brush. Oh, crap. I picked up the pace.
I always believed that we lived in a magical world
of which science understood only the tiniest fraction.
And that we exist, that
we think and love and hate and yearn, is probably the most amazing thing of
all. There are thousands of different
insects and species of plants beyond counting, but up until tonight I felt that
there was only one consciousness in this temporary world that could build
civilizations and contemplate its purpose in profound ways —
Human consciousness.
The mansion had proven me
wrong. The slitherings got louder behind
me. My ears perked. Voices.
Men’s voices. Angry voices. Just beyond that tangle of bushes to my left.
I slowed. The sounds of the slitherings behind me got
louder, closer. From the direction of
the voices came the smell of bad booze, talcum powder, sweat, fresh-turned
dirt, and the unsettling mix of Old Spice and embalming fluid.
I saw movement behind
me. Crap, I didn’t really have a
choice. I slid through the bushes as
quickly as I could with no thought about being quiet.
Double crap.
Three men were tossing a
bloody body into a fresh-dug grave – an unmarked grave. A tall fourth was overseeing the job, his
sneer shattered by my entrance. It from
him that I smelled the disgusting mix of Old Spice and embalming fluid.
He was tall, dressed in a starched military
uniform with no insignia left – though I saw the darker places where the patches
had been. I see well in moonlight. Too well, for I saw the murder in all their
eyes turned in my direction.
The man tossing in the
body did so as if the blood-dripping thing was made of stuffing. He was a Goliath of a brute with all the
kindness of curdled snake venom in his eyes.
Bear hide covered him in a tunic as if he could find no store with
clothes large enough for him – which was probably true.
The rummy next to him
smelled like he had been marinating in Wild Turkey for a century or so. His lined face sure looked it. He stepped back with a squawk and a curse,
bumping into the third man who scowled disgustedly at him.
He had the lithe grace of
an athlete. Lean hard muscles corded
under the bronze skin of his massive arms like corded rope. I could hear the voice of my dead teacher,
Sensei, murmuring, “Body of a high wire artist, eyes of a killer.”
I flashed a smile I
didn’t feel. “Need a hand? I need a lift.”
My heart plunged like the
stock market as Goliath turned to Old Spice.
“Do we kill him?”
My right fingers twirled
the ball bearing in them. ‘You first,
Bruno’ I thought. Old Spice shook
his head slowly and stretched out his first word.
“No.”
He smiled at the
grave. “It would appear we have a job
opening.”
Slitherings are always distracting. This is captivating, if creepy. This is Victor when?
ReplyDeleteBurning mansions sounds like late 1800s?
D,G,:
ReplyDeleteThis is Victor's last great adventure before traveling to New Orleans. It is where he learned the art of the high-wire that he used in THREE SPIRIT KNIGHT.
The burning mansion is when he first learns of the Nameless Ones by killing one of their half-breed children. It it the year 2004: before he learned his mother was the Angel of Death.
I haven't quite finished it yet as I walked away from it when I saw Stephen King had published JOYLAND about a cursed carnival.
I may go back to it now -- thanks for the kind words in your email!
I wouldn't want to meet any of those dudes by a freshly dug grave, any time!
ReplyDeleteI agree that the slitherings are always disturbing. :)
Oh. Oh my. Don't stop. My greedy self wants more.
ReplyDeletePlease.
Special of the Day - funny! A flow of poetic prose as always, Roland.
ReplyDeleteTrisha F:
ReplyDeleteYes, those slitherings bode no good at all! Yes, those dudes are extremely bad news in the daylight, much less in the night by a freshly dug grave. But the tiny female with them is even worse news!
Elephant's Child:
I'm still writing. Thanks for wanting more. Some bad news I received this morning may spell the end for all my heroes and their chronicler. :-(
Alex:
Victor has the wry outlook on life I wish I possessed! Thanks for the kind words. Best of luck with the 2000 followers! :-)
Roland, your response to my comment worried me. Are you ok? Cyber well wishes are flooding your way.
ReplyDeleteElephant'a Child:
ReplyDeleteTwo moles on my face are 99% likely to be cancerous. I do not have the money to pay for the surgeries. Things are a bit rocky. But Impossible just gives birth to legends. :-)
Next week the biopsies' results come back. I have a week for a financial miracle. What fun.
I am so sorry. I will check in on you next week.
ReplyDeleteWell, not the best way to out in a job application, lol. Poetic justice.
ReplyDelete..........dhole