Major Richard Blaine is at a loss on how to handle the maelstrom of his own emotions, much less the fearful confusion of his Spartan 300.
WHY ALL GREEK MYTHS ARE TRAGEDIES
“Is it better to out-monster the
monster or to be quietly devoured?
- Friedrich Nietzsche
People never pay attention to advice.
This, I believe, is a constant factor in man’s psychological makeup. It
probably stems from an ancient tribal distrust of the shaman.
You want them to be wrong. If
they’re right, then they’re somehow superior, and this is even more
uncomfortable than getting into trouble … usually.
Irritating fact was that no one
was giving me advice, either good or bad. Not even Sentient.
Oh, yes, there was one.
Me.
I was telling myself that I was
headed in the wrong direction … towards trouble.
I suddenly realized why all the
Greek myths were tragedies: the “hero” walked into Hell with his eyes wide shut
by pride.
Of course, we were no longer in
myth ….
‘Delude yourself as you would, my
champion. You are walking into it as we speak.’
I paid Sentient all the notice
she was worth … which was none at all.
Oh, where was I?
The Hellenic world did not view
the passage of time as we do. History was considered in an episodic sense, as
the struggles of an unchanging mankind against a relentless and unchanging
fate.
The slow process of organic
evolution had not yet been fancied as fact, and the grandest model for a world
view was the seemingly changeless pattern of the stars.
‘Yawn.’
Stew Taylor braved a cuff from
Evans and asked, “How far is this spooky village from Omaha Beach, anyhow?”
That he didn’t get his ear
whacked meant that Evans was curious too.
“Three hundred and ten miles,
give or take a flap of the crow’s wing.”
I received a chorus of “What?”
from the Spartans, even from Theo.
“Ant” Vincent gasped, “We can’t
walk that far, Major!”
“Speak for yourself, city boy,”
snorted Link. “I was raised on a farm. But 310 miles ain’t gonna be done in a
day.”
“And we’re deep in enemy
territory,” moaned “Kit” Carson. “The Jerries will find us long before we find
that village.”
Theo was watching them with drily
amused eyes. He had been through all this with them before.
Amos, the ever-tolerant rabbi,
shook his head at them. “When did you not know the Major to have a plan?”
He leaned in close to me. “You do
have a plan, right?”
This was an old routine with him done more to ease his own doubts than anything else.
I smiled and nodded, speaking to my grumbling
Spartans.
“Time, Space are not the linear
concepts you’ve been taught. Oberführer Reinhardt König,
the wunderkind scientist, played fast and loose with the Natural Order.”
Alfred Kent, the former Harvard
archeology professor, scowled, “And this has just what bearing on the 31o miles
we have to march?”
“That tunnel we just survived was
not a tunnel.”
Again, I was assaulted by a tidal
wave of “What?”.
I sighed at Sentient’s mental
barrage of things my Spartans could not possibly be expected to understand. Nor
would I subject them to such a bombardment.
“Consider it a crosswalks of
sorts … between dimensions, realms, planes of existence.”
Their faces all looked like they had
bitten into a living, squirming slug. Sentient was right. I was a lousy teacher.
The exotic apricot perfume of Helen’s
suddenly filled my head like an invisible, billowing cloud, and in my left ear
came her low, tickling murmur,
“You were ever more than you believed,
my Richard. Speak to them through their senses, for Man believes what touches
him more than mere words that only tickle his ears. Close your eyes. What do you
sense?”
I closed my eyes, hearing
Cloverfield bark, “Leave the man be for a heartbeat, will you?”
Reese snapped, “You heard the
man. Quiet!”
I kept my eyes closed, reaching
out with all my senses. It was as if I had been transported to another place. But
I knew I had not been.
I was simply becoming aware of a
change in the world around me.
I had a sense of being in an
actual place instead of merely going through the motions of the world as I expected
it be.
I could swear that I heard the crackle and rustle of fallen autumn leaves beneath my feet,
that I breathed a
sharp, crisp, wine-like air heavy with leaf bonfires, of ripened apples hanging
on a laden bough, the faint scent of late-blooming flowers and a touch of frost
on withering vegetation.
I thought I heard the rustle of a
dried patch of corn, the patter of hickory nuts falling from trees, the sudden,
far-off whir of partridge wings,
the soft, liquid singing of a lazy
brook carrying on its surface its cargo of fallen autumn leaves.
There was color, too.
Though my eyes were closed, I saw the lush golden color of a walnut tree, the purple of an ash,
the shouting yellow of an aspen, the blood of a sugar
maple, and the rich red and brown of oak.
Over and above it all was the bittersweet
feel of autumn, the glory of the dying year when your work was done, and a
quiet season of rest settled upon you.
I felt a strange abiding peace within myself.
The peace that comes at the blistering end of summer, the peace
and quiet before the chill bite of winter.
The brief time of respite, the
time for resting and for thought, for binding up old wounds and forgetting them
and all the nastiness of life that had inflicted them.
I opened my eyes.
“Gentlemen, close your eyes.
Listen and feel with all of your being. Then, you will understand. Trust me. You
will understand.”
I watched them. I also watched
the surrounding woods. They trusted me. I would not let them down.
Slow minutes passed.
Then, as one, they opened their eyes. Some of them staggered for a moment but quickly righted themselves.
Amos looked to me with wet
eyes.
“You are like Daniel of old.”
I smiled sadly. “No, more like
Ulysses of today.”
I pulled up straight and gave
them the bad news.
“Gird your loins, Gentlemen. Around
that bend is the hell Oberführer Reinhardt König has made of the once beautiful
village of Oradour-sur-Glane.”
The groans they made didn’t come close
to my internal ones.
Helen breathed in my left ear.
“You
will not fail. You may let yourself down but never others. Never others. It is
not in you.”
I felt the press of invisible lips
on mine, and the sense of Helen was gone.
Winter had come.
Blaine, by your description, just displayed classic characteristics of synesthesia.
ReplyDeleteBlaine would be the first to tell you he is not sane -- I guess there are consequences to being in love with an angel! :-)
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