The Past is not dead. It is not even gone.
Like a stubborn cold, it waits for you to forget and then returns stronger than ever as Richard Blaine is reminded by Sentient.
THE STARS DO NOT DEMAND
“Like a dead owl, God does not
give a hoot how you live … unless you wish to know Him.”
– Rabbi Lt. Amos Stein
God does not demand that we give
up our personal dignity, that we throw in our lot with random people, that we
lose ourselves and turn from all that is not Him.
God needs nothing, asks nothing,
and demands nothing … like the stars. It is a life with God which demands those
things.
You do not have to sit outside in
the dark. If, however, you want to look at the stars, you will find that
darkness is necessary. But the stars, like God, neither require nor demand it.
Sadly, Darkness all too often
sought me out.
Like now.
‘I would cry if I but had the
ducts to do it,’ murmured Sentient within my mind.
‘What did I do now?’
‘You are an ant waxing
philosophic as your hill wages war against another, all the while a bulldozer
is heading your way to decimate every hill.’
‘I don’t understand.’
‘Of course, you do not. My perspective
arches over millennia. I have seen Pivotal Periods such as this one multiple
times.’
‘Pivotal Periods?’
‘The world has ever been
interconnected in ways most at the time thought would go on forever.’
Sentient’s voice was a lash
against my consciousness. ‘Forever! As if! Take the Bronze Age. A half dozen
or more little empires and statelets, the most influential being Egypt.’
‘So?”
‘Asks the ant blinded by his
smallness. Tin, my small ant. Tin! Bronze was made by mixing Copper, quite
plentiful, with Tin which could only be found in central Afghanistan – a country
that will prove pivotal next century.’
‘Again, I ask SO?’
‘In those days, it was a long supply chain stretching from South Asia to the Mediterranean. A supply chain disrupted by a combination of things.'
I felt my nose pinched. Hard.
'Some of these factors were human population
pressures from outside the region, a rise in piracy, intra-regional wars
between the empires, and later riots, when highly centralized rule could no
longer provide for burgeoning populations and the madness it caused.’
I felt my nose pinched again.
‘Other factors lay beyond human control; earthquakes and megadroughts made even worse in those days because people did not know their causes … as they will not next century.'
My nose was pinched very hard.
'And voilà! Civilization died in
1177 B.C. as your kind designates it, ushering in the first Dark Age.’
‘Ancient history, Sentient.’
‘Is it? A Cycle, my little ant –
repeating itself now, and sadly, next century.’
‘What?’
‘You are living in such a cycle now. Your
industrial civilization is overly complex, utterly dependent on global
integration, and lacks resilience, often thanks to the demands of politics on
commerce. As in 1100 B.C., your collapse will not happen overnight (sans
nuclear war) but rather over some decades.’
‘What kind of war did you say?’
‘The kind which I hope to
eliminate its very possibility by making sure that weapon is never made. But that
is for a later time. Now, I find myself depressed, so I have decided to amuse
myself with your tribal chieftains.’
My wrists suddenly throbbed less,
and Sentient mind-chuckled, ‘I have, as your Cloverfield would say, “played
Hob” with a fortnight of Time.’
I didn’t understand. But apparently,
General Bradley did as he shook the now useless telephone receiver in his right
hand up at the clouds.
“This isn’t funny, Sentient!”
‘To me it is, and that is all
that matters.’
Like I said: sometimes Darkness seeks
me out.
‘Oh, no, my little ant, I misspoke
-- not weeks, months have passed; years have passed. Whatever ground gained has
slipped away. New obstacles arise with faintness of heart and dread.’
Like I said … Darkness.
‘Do not equate human fragility to
the short lives of roses. It insults roses.’
Like most things Sentient said to
me, that last made no sense. Most frightening of all, I was getting used to it.
May I ask why Sentient pinches Blaine's nose?
ReplyDeleteSentient considers Blaine a wayward child in many respects. She pinches his nose to emphasize her points ... and to show just how much respect she gives him! :-)
DeleteThe Past never does leave, does it? I must ask, are these posts excerpts from work you have published? As always, you make a thinker, like myself, think even more. Be well my friend.
ReplyDeletelb, they are ongoing chapters in the novel I am currently writing. I have left many of the earlier chapters out of my blog ... the Great Expectations part which occurred in New Orleans.
DeleteIt is a way to goad myself into finishing the book what with my current workload as a blood courier and my heart fighting this terrible heat ... and to entertain my friend, Misky. :-)
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