No news yet. Still waiting. There are worse fates.
Keeping positive in a potentially negative situation is not impossible ... just challenging. :-)
We must acknowledge our anxiety and realize it is merely being human.
Deep breathing exercises are helpful ... no hyperventilation allowed though!
Focus on helping others while we wait.
Focus on endeavors that we once found enjoyable and might take our minds off the wait.
Then there is my writing and sometimes Samuel McCord's words come back to help me:
WHAT GOD LEFT UNTOLD
We live in an ocean and
hours are the islands, linked in ways we cannot imagine while we are hopping one
from the other.
It is only in looking
back that we can see the path we took … and whether it was a wise one or not.
The Lakota call God the
Great Mystery. I do, too. I am a man or
I once was. What I am now is a mystery
to me. And maybe to the Great Mystery as
well.
But men are creatures who
tell stories. This is a gift from the Great Mystery, who spoke our species into
being, but left the end of our story untold.
Perhaps that is why the Lakota
call Him The Great Mystery. Anyway, that
mystery troubles us.
How could it not? Without the final part, how are we
supposed to make sense of all that went before: which is to say, our lives?
So we make stories of our
own, in stumbling imitation of our Maker, hoping that we'll tell, by chance,
what God left untold.
And finishing our tale, come to understand why we were
born. Maybe it will work. Maybe not.
Only the Great Mystery knows, and He comes by His name naturally.
Hi Roland ... I just hope it's good news, or at least not the worst possible - with many thoughts ... Hilary
ReplyDeleteMy Times are in the Father's Hand. One breath at a time. :-)
DeleteSending positive thoughts and prayers. Stay strong.
ReplyDeleteThoughts in Progress
and MC Book Tours
Friends help me stay strong. Thanks for being one of them.
DeleteSaying another prayer now. Hugs and chocolate!
ReplyDeleteThanks, Shelly, for the cyber-hug. :-)
DeleteHope it's good news, Roland.
ReplyDeleteWe might not know how our lives end here, but we do know the ultimate ending. And it's pretty damn cool.
The greatest adventure awaits all of us just when we think it has ended. :-)
DeleteHoping for the best outcome for you, Roland. Fingers are still crossed. Stay strong.
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